तुम हो तोह
I thank god for giving me my family and good friends, it makes me feel very fortunate.
You must be thinking what's the big deal ....................everybody has friends
Yes I agree we all have friends but do we treasure the precious friendship and realise the truth that
any shitty place becomes a super fun place with friends ............................................
13th Feb I moved from India and reached UK on 14th of feb. New country new people new culture new everything. Its not that I have never shifted on the contrary due to my background I moved every 2 yrs, made new friends, discovered new places and culture but this time its is a li'll difficult than b4. This time I have come a bit far from my friends and family and lot has changed in me.
I see people but but I look through them, I talk to them but can't feel any of those things. Its not that I have very few friends or I am an introvert or shy, I have made lots of friends in past 20 years from my school n collage life and otherwise but this time I don't know why I just can't come over the lonely feeling as if I can't find someone to be a good friend, as if no one will understand me the way my friends did . There are incidents when just looking at my face my friends could tell how bad/good my day was, one hug and all my ruffled nerves becomes quite and u are ready to face the world again.
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24 yrs of my life since my birth I have been fortunate enough to have many friends but neva have thought that a day will come when I will be so miserable without them.
Its been 4 and a half months since I left India n my friends though I have made new friends but there are innumerable occasions when I find myself all alone in a crowd wishing all my friends were with me sharing the moments, I go to a disk or pub all of a sudden there comes a song which is an absolute me n u (friend) song and you can't help but to miss them instantly . That's when I realise how lucky I was to have them watching my back or to just gooff around unnecessarily. There was time I hated my friends for teasing me or pulling my leg but now I long for them to do that .........................strange isn't it !!!!!!!!!
It has now dawned on to me that I might try n be strong but I need my family and friends all the time and also the fact that mostly the friends one made during the senior yrs of school and collage are the ones who stick to your head n heart (off course with a few exception) .
I made couple of friends here in new place after 4 months but nothing makes me stop missing my old friends I guess no one can take their place in my heart.
I had heard some one say that
" Its not that U are special that's the reason U have friends but U have friends that's the reason U are so special "
THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME SPECIAL
